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Past few days have really been WOW!!
I'm really so amazed by Disneyland and Universal Studios!
It's just how they did everything.
The decor, the effects...
It's just so cool!!
Spent Monday to Wednesday at Disneyland. The place is so big that 3 days is not even enough to cover the whole park!
And to think we didn't repeat any of the rides?
Spent today at Universal Studios..
Was more about stimulators and stuff but it's really so cool la!
We went for this tour thingy and they brought us to behind-the-scenes places where the actual movies were filmed!
And and they did the demonstrations of the effects for us!
Really scary la!! Don't know how the actors and actresses can actually act there.
It's like they brought us into this soundstage where the set was set up to be in a subway and they created an earthquake. It's so cool la.
The way they made the road collapse and the cars on fire and heading straight for us.
They are all real!! It's the way they did everything!
The Phantom Of The Opera set was and never will be dismantled. It's so cool la.
They can't bear to destroy the set because it really took lots of hardwork to build.
Think about how much perseverance they had. Wow!

Staying at Marriott Vacation Club in Newport now!
It's super cold!! And I just realised it's 1.44am now!
My mum told me to look at the oven, since my macbook tells singapore time!
Haha. I'm sitting directing at the kitchen now!
Banana says I 'keep' tagging her by accident.
'keep' in her context, not mine!
haha. So ridiculous!
went to disneyland just now. Family was quarrelling alot. :(
Don't know why also. Everyone keep wandering off, especially the elderly.
Some people keep walking around in circles. It's irritating you know?
It's not like no one offer to go with them.
It's like we walk 5 mins stop 10 mins.

Past few days have been really awesome. Except today.
Went to Orchard with Lynn, Tat Ming, Tricia, Elroy and Linus.
supposed to buy prom clothes but got nothing in the end. Oh wait, I did.
Some people think they are very smart. Whole say assume things that is not true at all!
I have nothing to say. If that person thinks that our friendship means so little, then so be it.
I'll just have one friend left. It probably wouldn't matter at all.

Haha! Tmr got chinese paper! And I haven't done anything about it at all!
Euodia's going to kill me!!
But its so horrible!! I went back to wushu le...
Went for Sunday training...
Xue Jiao Lian think he very cute! MAke us do 100 sit ups!!
And I'm super inflexible :(
Hardly can do split at all! Luckily he never press me down ah!
My whole body aching badly!! Walk also got problem, sit also got.
Can't even laugh!! My stomach muscle pain when I laugh!
So ridiculous!
Somemore went for flu jab just now!
Going to LA from 29 nov to 14 dec.
I'm going to miss parachute band concert!!!!
AHH!! so irritating!! I'm leaving at 6am that morning somemore!

I have a really ridiculous 'family'!
My mother in law so ridiculous! Sis in law also!
They trying influence my innocent son!
Last Thursday watched Coraline with Linus, Lynn FOONG, Tricia and Tat Ming!
Haha. So ridiculous! Walked around Orchard before that got 'Newtown gathering' at the Heeren!
So ridiculous! Saw Shannan and Sean there. Then Charis. Then Mufiyan. Lol.
And and Linus brought Darren out! Haha. So funny la. Darren wanted to 'tag' along! Lol.

Swimming on Friday! Lynn and Linus tried to pull me apart! So ridiculous!
I swam 1 lap! Haha! Better than some people at least!
Lol. Some people very nice ah? Whole day poke me then throw me somemore!
My son can still stand there and laugh! So ridiculous!
Want go out pool then keep getting pushed in!
Then I climbed out one time and Linus roll me in!
They still can laugh somemore! Ah! Burn them!

Ytd watched 'This Is It' at vivo with Linus, Lynn, Tricia and Tat Ming after wushu!
Haha. Movie started at 7.20! Worship team went to watch at 9pm at Gold Class! So cool la!!
Haha! It was really 'WOW!'
Must really go catch it!
Kena bullied on the bus home! So ridiculous!

Haha! O Level ending soon!!!!
So exciting!!
Those people whole day make fun of me you better watch out ah!
I was almost late for school!
Haha! I sleep until my phone on the floor! Didn't hear my alarm..
Can't blame me la, I slept one hour only. Day before sleep too much..
Lol. SS was totally crap!!!
VENICE DIDNT COME OUT!!!
And and and I studied so much for Venice la :(
Lucky I flip through Bonding Singapore. It's all common sense I think?
I also don't know la. SEQ anyhow whack, come to SBQ already no mood do so anyhow do lor.
So ridiculous la! After that 5 hours break!!
Went to SP waste time. It's the first day of the week and I'm already spending money!!!
HOW?? My retainers!!
I really got to stop leaving things everywhere! $250 leh!!
Mama expects me to pay for it myself :(
Chem was super funny la just now. Elroy was diagonally in front of me then whole day nonsense one.
So ridiculous! Ask to change chair then say chair not comfortable enough, then whole day stretch stretch stretch. He think he rubber band! Stretch so much!
Lol. So ridiculous la. I see paper already laughing nonstop. So easy!! Haha.
Oh, and I was sleep smsing just now!
My eyes so pain la. Slept one hour last night only. I kept tearing.
Then then my ear got this ringing sound!! I wonder whose fault hor!
So ridiculous! I sleep then ppl sms me then I just anyhow reply? Haha.

Haha. Taking a break from my studies now.. Burning midnight oil today! Haha. How am I going to meet Euodia later in the morning? Lol. When I sleep, no one can wake me up. It's so horrible la.
Everyone studying sooo hard for o's and here I am sleeping and sleeping and sleeping! So ridiculous!
Haha. So funny la. Smsing Jorine now. She's so funny!!
Jorine!!! You're so going to do well!! I'm going to tied you up so you can't leave Singapore to study overseas! HAha.
Got so many things to do after o's!!
I got to buy stuff for prom night with Jorine, be dragged to go shopping by LYNN TAN, Euodia and Linus, watch movies!!!
Haha. Prom night is going to be one of the very very very few times I'm ever going to wear a dress!
I really miss those movie outings... :(
They were so fun la. Last movie we watched was 'Night at the Museum'. We sat at the front row!
Haha. Still can remember how Nana and Wanton last minute pang seh me. So ridiculous!

Got to put all these thoughts aside for now. Going to really focus!!
I keep saying I'm not stressed and I'm stressed that I'm not stressed but I also don't know how true is that. I seem so relaxed and composed.
Everyone's studying like crazy now. Even Elroy!! That's really WOW! It's Elroy leh. Even he's studying how can I not be?
Oh and I really can't stand people who scold me when they can't even get their facts right!

Just celebrated Mama's birthday just now.
So funny la. My siblings did this dance for her.
Haha. Zach was holding a red colour umbrella with flowers on it!! Yucks! So ridiculous!
The weekend was a blast!
Pastor Kong totally blew us off with 3 powerful sermons!! Those who didn't come really miss out a lot.
Lots of stuff happened these few weeks. Super tired from everything.
Euodia is crazy!! Lynn TAN also! Linus too!!
So ridiculous! All gang up against me!
I'm really going to go into hiding after o's! Must run away from them!
Still can't believe the exams are so near!!
How?? I think I'm really going to die!!
I really hate it when people around me keep counting down. And and when people keep saying how badly they're going to do when I know that I'm alot worser then them.
Hmm.. I really got to do something about it!! How to study?
Feel like killing all my siblings! All of them whole day disturb me since their exams are over.
So ridiculous!
I'm not going to let people look down on me anymore!! I had enough of that! Stupid school! Can't wait to get it of it!

Didn't go to school today and not going back anymore.
Studied at home until about 4? Chionged down to church to celebrate Jamie's birthday!!
D1 ceg surprised her with a burger and a cake. Haha.
Studied with Linus and Euodia after that.
Haha. I'm going to do really well for o levels!! I believe I can do that!
I'm just going to pretend I never see my prelim results at all. Yup.
Ahma stuffed the cake into my mouth just now!! And it have durian!!! AHH!
She's going to get it from me one day!
Didn't plan on eating dinner but then Linus bought cup noodles for me!!
Crazy la. Haha. Thanks anyway!
Decided not to go to school tomorrow!

Got back prelim results..
Haha. Not nice at all!
Nvm! It's only prelims!!
I believe I can do it de. Going to do well and do good at the same time!
25 days to O levels!! Haha. Can de la! :)

Tired, exhausted, worn out...
Whatever you want to describe it as.
So many things have happened within just 1 week!!
Some are happy, some are sad, some are nonsensical, some are just random.
As for today, I had a great time!
Homed after school. Darren couldn't find Linus.
It was really quite scary!! I was calling Lynn Foong and Tricia and I don't know who else but they all didn't know where he was and his phone died!
Didn't do much at all.. Just slacking till about 4.30?
Went to Linus house to study with him.
Had to play it 'low-key' as some idiot was at my void deck.
So ridiculous! Go out also cannot go out feeling safe.
Haha. I'm the one studying while someone was so distracted by everything?
Saw Lynn Tan's long lost cousin. So funny!! I forgot they were brothers?
Haha. Wasn't really productive studying but I had a great talk with Linus. Yup yup.
Euodia called to chase me home at 9. Haha.
Linus sent me to the MRT. Thanks!
Haha. Even though someone was trying to agitate me by saying he has concession but still... it's the thought that counts?

And to this friend of mine, I know you won't read this but hey, lots of people are missing you. It's just weird without you. You said,"Get used to it", but that seems nearly impossible.
It really makes such a big difference.
Friend, what happened to you?
One day, I know that everything's going to be alright again.

I'm so sorry...
The signs were always there but I failed to notice them. Maybe if I did, things wouldn't end up this way.

If I could change one life for Jesus, I will go all out to love that person. One life, than one more.
Woah.. I just love this. This is talking about unconditional love, the love that Christ so freely gave for us, the love that He died on the cross for.
Why do people have to judge others? Why do they have to look down on others?
It's time to do something about it.
Let's all step out to change this!
We got to love people for who they are, no matter what they do.

Euodia's really awesome! She spent this morning teaching Linus and I ss!
So cool!! We studied together on the phone till 3am. 4 hours on the phone!!
Haha! And someone was falling asleep.... Hmm... I wonder who? Lol.
Haha. Thanks k2! Really love ya! :D

Haha! Today was the first day back at school!
Term 4 has started.
O levels are coming and I'm so not counting down. It doesn't help at all, seriously.
Linus didn't pon school today. Lol.
And colourless turned down a free ride today. So unusual right?
Haha. End up she was late for school. See la, got free ride also dont want!
Haha. Chinese was fun! Lol. I forgot to go down for the survey thingy.
Seriously it wasn't on purpose!! I just got too engrossed in my work! :)
Haha. Ever since I discovered I have free unlimited sms, I've been smsing so much more!!
I smsed people in the people to wish them 'Happy 1st day back at school'
Lol. I agree with Lynn that its ridiculous. It's like I'm sitting an aisle away from Linus in Chinese and we're smsing each other? Haha. FUN!!
Some people just jealous dont have free limited! (:

School ended at 1.05!
Haha. Awesome! That's why I love mondays! :D
Homed to change then went to meet Lynn.
Finally went to Ikea to eat meatballs with her! And I'm going broke..
Building fund period somemore... I already got a number!

Headed to macs to study. Haha.
We had fun table hopping?
Then Tat Ming and Glen came to join us.
Haha. 5.5 solid hours of studying!!
I finally completed 1 physics paper!
I'm so proud of myself!
Haha. I was coughing so badly la.
I can't stand aircon!

Oh! And and MR chan was there too!
So funny la. He smsed Tat Ming to ask him go find him to help him choose shoes. Lol.
Lucky he never go macs ah.

Haha. Glen reached home first. Not fair!
But I was second?
Lynn and Tat walked all the way home!!!!
They're really crazy!! Queensway to Clementi?
Woah... I really have nothing to say now. And Lynn's bag was like.. so heavy?

Janice they all are called Clique 8 but we're a happy family!
HAha. So ridiculous! Is like Linus called me to tell me about the idea then he started 'forming the family'?
Glen is my daughter and Tat is my son?
And I have a ridiculous sister-in-law!
One LYNN is already enough but I know 2...
That's like...
Haha. I think I'm dead already tmr.

Yup! I'm really excited for school!!
I didn't sleep in school at all today!
Tmr's going to be better? HAha. Of course it will be! :D

Weekend was simply awesome!
Pastor Kevin Loo came, along with the CHC KL worship team.
Pastor Kevin talked about The Christian Mind, about how the world see Christians and how we should be like. Woah... It's so cool can?
It's like what he preached about is so familiar!!
Pastor How talked about it before I guess?
Haha. I really got STM.
Jeanette is so awesome! She brought Joey who in turn brought Wei Qi (not Xue Jiao Lian).
Wei Qi came back for the 2nd time. It's so cool la.
It was a last min decision to come on his part somemore.
Haha. So funny! Wei Qi took Linus seat then he didnt have a seat so he conveniently kop the usher seat beside me. Wah!
Pastor Kevin is really funny. I love his sense of humor! He's just so like Pastor How.

Went high with Edwin. Haha.
We saw this adult keeping the chairs by herself and so we helped her!
Haha. Man... I really miss ushering. :(
I was having so much fun keeping the chairs! Haha.
The 2 of us practically kept half the chairs in audi, and of course not to forget Jorine as well!
So cool la! I love keeping the chairs! So fun running here and there!
I always get scolded by security for 'working too hard'. Lol.
But I really cant help it! It's just so me!
And some usher was upstairs slacking. This usher only went down for debrief, when the whole audi was empty and clean. Lol.

Didnt regret not going for Part 2 of the Christian Mind.
Pastor Kevin talked about how we shouldn't be boring people.
We should not live in our own bubble called church. We got to go out there and be with our friends, be in contact with the world.
Spent half the time during service poking Darren!!
He was falling asleep!!!
When Pastor said, "Now open your bibles to 2 Corinthians 3:2" , his eyes were practically closing.
Lesson learnt: You got to have enought rest for service.
I was really dying too. Haha. Linus called just now when I was asleep then I still go miss call him back somemore. I feel so cheapskate now.

And and I really love Euodia!!!
She's so so so so so cool!!!! She passed me the TYS for both math but they were from 2 years ago, but still, I really love her!!
She knew I really needed alot of practice and she really went the extra mile to search for them in her 'neat' room and bring it all the way to church from aljunied!
Haha. One stop only.. But its the heart that really matters. (:

Lots of things been going on in my life lately.
Hardly been going out.
I miss church. I miss the people in church. I miss d1.
I'm missing out on so much.
On the other hand, I've been spending alot more time with my family.
Went to West Coast Plaza with them on Monday.
My mum left me at Popular there!!
Ok I had a really bad experience before.
It was one of those times we would go to the airport to pick my dad up from his overseas trip (who knows what kind of trip that is).
I was five. My mum was carrying Khim and holding on to Lynn. As the oldest, I just had to follow closely.
The lift door closed. I was in it. Then it opened and some people went out. It closed again and went up another floor. Once again, the lift door open. This time everyone went out.
I suddenly realised I was all alone.
I remember I went out of the lift and just stood there crying and crying. No one bothered about me. People would walk pass and stare and do nothing at all.
I decided to do a bit of 'exploring'. Good thing my mum found me.

At popular, I got all the things I needed then I called my mum. She didn't answer the call!! I called again and again and again and again but she just didn't pick up.
It was a really horrible experience because I spent about 2 hours being stuck there.
The store was closing and where was my mum??
That feeling of being all alone, being abandoned came back to me.
I sat down somewhere and waited for about 20 mins.
Then I saw my mum. She looked horrified.
Turned out that my phone went dead so she couldn't contact me and she thought I would have the brains to call my other siblings. Lol.

Ok I'm really turning nocturnal!! And I don't like it at all.
I want my life back!
This isn't me!
D1 cycling outing at ecp tmr. Go or not to go?
If I don't go, where do I go?
If I go home, someone will confirm stalk me and find out where I stay.
Church is a place of refuge!
But if I go there I would feel so tired just travelling. :(

I'm really tired right now. Spent 2 hours in God's presence just now.
It was awesome! I felt so refreshed. God spoke to me. It really impacted me.
I'm a fool for Christ's sake. Whose fool are you?
God sees what I'm going through.

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the thoughts I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of good and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope

God thinks good thoughts towards me. He wants to give me a future. Whatever he does, he does it with a reason.
God puts me through circumstances I can bear.
Satan wants to destroy me. He puts me through much more than I can bear.

I have a purpose in God. God gives me a purpose in life.
Few days back, on saturday. I still remember I was sitting in kopitiam staring into thin air, thinking about how I am to do well for my o's.
Looking at my ppr, I felt like I was really hopeless.
Thanks guys for just being there.
Nana, Ahma, Ben Wing, Flavian, Clarrie. Thanks for those words of encouragement. Thanks for offering to help me in all my subjects.
I really felt like giving up on myself then.
God really changed my life.
He brought me into this place that I can call home, a place where I run to when I was really down, a place where I would go to whether I was happy or sad, a place where I could grow and experience life with people I can call my family.
He gave me spiritual parents.
He showed me a whole new way of life.
He was always there for me. No matter what the circumstances, I know that I can run to Him.
He is my refuge.
I really thank God for all that he has done in my life.
I thank him for wonderful friends like Linus, Ahma, K2, Lynn, Nana, Wanton, Weiling, Flavian....
I thank him for such an awesome leader like Hui Shan, for always not answering my calls and ignoring my sms jk...
Haha. All these people have really changed me.
Without God and without hogc, I wouldn't be that ridiculous person I am now.
I wouldn't be the one running around for my shoes after service.
I wouldn't be the crazy person going around giving the leaders bananas.

I'm just so sick and tired of everything!! Some people just don't understand.
Everyone has their limits.
I'm human too. Think what? Free entertainment ah?
I'm just one person ok?
I don't have the time to entertain so many people.
Think what?
You free then spam miss call ah? Eh I have my own life too!
Sms me then expect me to reply immediately?
No one deserves to be treated like this ok?
And you! Another one over there whole day sms and call call call
So ridiculous la.
Ask me meet you at kap for dental appt?
So stupid!
Travel all the way there for dental appt at AH
I'm not going to let people make use of me!

AHH!! I really got to readjusted my body clock!!!
I've been sleeping at 4-6am for the past few days and waking up at about 3pm?
I think its a total waste of time.
I really got to study. I've got so much more to cover but yet so little time.
God can't help me when I don't have the knowledge. I've got to help myself first.

Oh, and some ppl just need to learn to be realistic.
Just look the the amount of time left until the exams. It's so little!!!
And here this person is still wanting to waste time.
Worst still, some people just dont know the importance of time.
Time=Life
Waste time=Wasting life
Travelling is a waste of time.
What's the point of travelling around to study when you can study in a better environment at home?
That's so stupid.
And when you go out to study, you got to bring your stuff out to study.
What a waste of effort!
Physics fail ah? Work done= Force X Distance travelled
Even primary school kid also know.

Finally had enough of my long break! (:
And I really mean long. I havent go to school for 9 days!!
Hmm.. make that 8 and a half. Because I went to school for half a day yesterday!
Haha. Seriously I dont know what's wrong with me?
But it doesn't matter, does it?
And I'm really excited for school tomorrow!!!
I can't believe it!
It's my chinese prelims tmr and I've only started today, I haven't touched paper 1, I'm struggling through paper 2 with I dont know how many dictionaries, and and...
Lol. By faith, I'm going to pass tmr!

Lots of thoughts ran through my mind these few days. Some are good, some are bad.
Really took time to sort them out.
I thought I was a failure but God told me I wasn't.
I felt like its the end of the world but God told me it was the beginning of a new start.
I realised how important relationships. How can a person live without friends?
Men cannot live on bread alone but by the Word of God.
I believe the same applies for friendship. How can a person live without friends?
Friends are the people who motivate you when you fall. They are always there for you whether you need them anot.
I was feeling really down sometime these few days and guess what?
I saw that small little thing that Euodia made for me in my pencil case and that really woke me up!
Thanks Euodia! It just reminded me of how you said I was your motivation to study during cg and yea. I just got motivation like that.
How can I be our motivation to study when I myself am not studying?

Spent a whole lot of time on paper 2 today and with the help of 7 dictionaries?
Ok, I'm really going crazy!!! I practically ransacked my room, the bookshelf and the living room for them!
And, I realised that my room is really messy!!
I'm going to pack it one day! <----Nana do you see this? Waiting for my mum to come home to help me with paper 1. Waiting, still waiting.... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Still waiting.. Haha! Ok, I'm off to study again! Chinese prelims I'm speaking to you! I will conquer you!

Lol. Can't believe I've not blogged for so long!!
Time really flies. It took me so long to realise that o levels are just 2 months away!!
So many have happened!
Didnt go back to Blangah Rise today. Feel quite bad about it.
Thinking back, I don't have many friendships in my growing up years.
Friends just come and go. People would always talk about their best friends and I had none. I wasn't anyone else's too.
I really thank God for Mdm Noora. She's more than a teacher to me.
She saw me grew up. Whenever I needed someone to be there, she was there. She was the one who stood by me when I did something really bad in p6.
Every year I would go back to see her but I didnt this year. I know she would be feeling really upset. She's always looking forward to the day we all go back to see her.
I really can't think of someone to really call my best friend. Someone I can really rely on whenever I need to.
People always tell me that God's always there for me. True but sometimes you just need someone to be physically there for you.
Sure, I have friends. I have lots of people I can call my family but sometimes it just feel so horrible.
I really thank God for the people who are there to support me, who get into trouble with me from time to time.
I don't think I've ever had anyone who I can call when I get into really bad fights with my family and stuff.
John 14:1
Do Not Let Your Hearts Be Troubled But Believe in God and Believe in me.
This verse speaks alot to me.

Haha! I'm an usher for exactly ONE year already!! And I'm sure there's going to be many more years to come!
So cool!!! My first time ushering was at FOP this very day last year!
Haha! It's been a year since I almost rolled down the steps from the top of the East balcony!(:
Just to think about it, it's really quite ridiculous leh. Nicholas Tan (the usher one) was just telling me some instructions then I just tripped. Lol. That's how blur I can be!
But it's really so cool!! Thinking back, I realise how much I've change. It's like so extreme!!
Last year I remember I was so quiet and afraid. I don't even dare approach people to ask if they got seats anot. Also, I remember I got home that day and I told myself that I really hate ushering. I can't remember why though.
I'll never ever think that thought ever again!
Ushering is just so fun!! You wouldn't understand unless you're an usher.

Can't wait to usher later!!! So cool!!
One year leh!!! I'm so going to see usher in a different light! (:


Combined service was awesome!
I'm going to lift my thoughts!
So cool! I sat in the first row for the first time! Linus, Eunice, Me and Deborah. So cool la!
3 mins of fellowship was funny! Is like

Haha. After service was really funny. Linus was like staring at everyone eating then he kept insisting he wasn't hungry.
I pulled Lynn down to buy food for him! Haha.

We sure had fun painting each other.
Yanhao poured Green Tea on me!!!! So ridiculous! Bully me!!
Lijie kop the big big brush and paint me!!!!
Abu also another one!!
Not to mention just after service when Ahma, Wanton, Pei fen and Nana grabbed me and paint my face! So malu!!!

Looking forward to tmr! (:

No matter what the circumstances in my life, I know one thing for sure. God is a good God. He wants the best for everyone of us. Everything, every problem, every obstacle, that we face are all God-engineered. He puts us through all these only for us to mature and to grow, to be a stronger person. Everything He does, He does it with a purpose.

So many things happened in my life. But I don't blame God. I know that God is a reasonable God. All these things happened for a purpose.

I'm so proud of my ahma(Jeanette)! She lost her phone in church but she doesn't blame church. Instead, when her mum started saying things about church, she stood up for church, explaining that there were many new friends that day and stuff.

I'm going to ace my Chem test on Acid, Metal and QA for sure! (:
I didn't study much. I studied effectively.

Headed down to church after chem ATP. Studied with Walter. He can't believe he studied 2 hours! Haha.
Went down to eat while waiting for Flavian. Walter is so ridiculous! I was trying to eat and he was staring at me to give me pressure! Flavian was really late so we decided to punish him by buying him a watermelon! Haha! Went to tiong with Yanhao, Flavian and Walter. So ridiculous! Someone totally embarassed himself and us on the train. Later appear on STOMP! Then he die! Haha! Flavian actually brought that watermelon from church all the way down to tiong then back home to AMK. Lol.

Met up with Ben Lee then went to Tiong market. They all were really nonsense!! And and Yanhao is forever and always ridiculous!

Went back to Tiong Plaza to go Stalford find this tuition teacher but he wasn't there. Lol. And and for once I reached home earlier than MOST people! :D

Haha. I think Linus is really funny. He studied for SS test when SS test isn't today but on Thursday during Chinese period. Oops! My mistake perhaps. I should have clarified with him.

I was just letting my iTunes play on shuffle and not even bothering to check the title of the song.
I heard MJ's HIStory and at the ending there was a spoken voice that said,"Some people see things as they are and they ask why. But I dream things there aren't and say why not."

Woah.. sounds familiar right?
"Why not?" is Pastor How's favourite question!
That sentence just hit me so hard. Many people see things on the surface and question why things are the way they are. But I want to be different. I see things in the spiritual realm and ask "Why not?".
This is called faith.

Heard quite alot of MJ's music recently. On the radio in the car on the way to school, at CD shops...
They are just everywhere. One thing I noticed: the lyrics.
The lyrics for many of his songs have this X-factor in them. It really hits people and make them think. That is if that person was really listening to the lyrics, not the song.
You know the feeling you get when one of your family member gets saved? I have the same feeling that MJ was a great man of God. I don't know why but I just feel it.

I still remembered watching part of his memorial service on the way to school one day with Kaimei.
Tears streamed down my face,literally. People were looking at me but I couldn't help it.
His daughter said that he was the best Daddy she could ever had.
ONE THING i know for sure. For a girl her age, to undergo such trama, she was stating the truth.
Children never lie. I know that he was a great dad to his kids.

There are many things we can learn from him. He was a humanitarian. He had a heart for the people suffering. All these are reflected in his lyrics. His lyrics are just so real. He made a difference to the world. He united the races and brought families together.

Such a great man definitely should be told all these. I'm sure that he has gone to heaven. God must have a greater plan for him there. Perhaps his work on earth is done.

Saturday was awesome! Studied 7 hours! (: I got Eeyore back but its with Eat Me now!!

Pastor Lia's sermon was titled STAND. I won't give up, back up, let up, or shut up until I've preached up, prayed up, paid up, stored up, and stayed up. The sermon really moved me!

Woah.. I'm so amazed!! Everyone's really into the study mode now! Not just studying for the sake for studying but studying to glorify God! Effective studying!!

30 hours here I come! I never did realised studying could be so fun!

School was really nonsense today. Lol.
Early in the morning I walk into school. Got stopped by Alison Cheong. So ridiculous!
My shirt was nicely folded in then she go pull out and said,"Tuck in!"
Then I say," No, don't want!"
Then she say," Tuck in!"
I said," Don't want!"
And it went on and on and on. So ridiculous! She made me late for class!
Then she stuffed my shirt all the way in! So ridiculous!
I walk past her then tuck out and show her. Lol.
During English she continued suaning me!!

Studied 2 hours with Lynn after school. Ryan was busy screaming!! Got sound effect! Haha.
And and Shen Yang went home with him! He confirm die rdy. Lol.

Went to eat with Lynn, Tricia, Fish, Fat Ming, Yati and Eugene. Haha! I wasn't the last!

Off to study again! So exciting!! Tmr got chem test and I'm not going to fail it!

Just talked to Cuiling on msn!!
Oh man!! I miss her!!!!
Can't wait for her to be back in december!!
She's going to come to church!
It's all so exciting!!

I'm going to study really hard cos I know that thats what she'll be doing too. :)
Lets run this race together! Even though she may be so far away now.

Ryan is really nonsense! I'm going to study/swim with him tmr.
Lol. He's really like a small kid! Haha!
So funny la! Short and round! I can roll him around!
The best thing is he maybe coming for AE tmr!!! He's going to ask his dad! (:

AE's going to be exciting later!
I can't wait to step into church again!!
Church is truly my home.
I've been trapped in jail for way too long!
Never make jail your home. Only home is your home.
I'm coming home today! (:

I'm sort of injured now. My thumb still hurts!!
It can move a little at least. (:
That's a good sign. My mum wrapped it up nicely.
Haha.

My toe still swollen!! The other day I kiaped it under the door. :(
I really got to stop being clumsy!!
ARGH!! I'm going to wear slippers to church again.

FLAVIAN KIDNAPPED EEYORE THEN PASSED IT TO ABU!!!

Having a great talk with Sidney on msn now.
I found out so much about newtown and how there's this prayer group that meets every morning to pray.
Hey, we can do that too. Newtown is our school too!
Told Huishan about it. Practically spammed her. Haha!
Although I may be stuck at home, but still, I CAN do things.
They say that newtown cannot have a revival. Why not?
They say that I do not understand the situation. What situation is there to comprehend?
All I know is that there are so many people out there waiting to be saved, waiting to be led to Christ once again. They too, are God's children.
What happened to "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me?

Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind.

Why are we leaving these people in the lurch? We're all family. God's our Father.
LOVE backwards is EVOL
EVOL= EVangelism Of Love
Evangelising is all about loving people.
What's so hard about loving people? Everyone can do that.
Love is a choice. Love is a decision. Love is easy.
I don't see why we are not able to love these people out there.
Who knows? Maybe one of them can be the next Dominic, Charleston or Garrett?
But just because one person did not step out to love this person that this person is not able to walk into God's destiny.
You will never know who that person is.
Doesn't it wreck your heart? It's about one life, one heart being changed. How can you be so selfish?
Others-centered. Easy to say, but hard to do. Actions speak louder than words.
If a shepherd had a hundred sheep. He lost one. He would leave the ninety-nine to find that lost sheep.
Would you?

I'm going to step in to do something about it, step up in faith, take charge (ownership) of Newtown, make a decision to love people, and make a revival happen.
It is possible.
Faith, even as small as a mustard seed is able to move mountains.
I'm going to lift the seige to this generation, and the next, and the next....
I'm going to move those mountains to move into the ocean.
I'm not going to be stoppable. Nothing and no one is going to stop me.
People can say what they want, think what they want.
It doesn't matter. I don't care. I'm bigger than that. I'm living for a greater purpose, a greater cause.

"I'll die better than you do"
This was what a 17-year-old told a 38-year-old man.
This line is just ringing in my head.
The sound of the bell is still stuck in my head.
Sacrifice. That's what loving people is about.
That 17-year-old knew that that guy wasn't going to go to heaven. She knew she was going to die. She chose to give up her life jacket. It's a decision.
Think about all the people out there in the world and think about how you can make it a better place and make a difference in their lives.
You have one life. Live it well.

Matthew 6:21
For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

My treasure is in God, in His people, in His house. Where is your treasure?

Lots of things have been happening recently..
That's good!!
I've been spending alot more time with the guinea pig, colourless person and small fat boy..
haha. That's good!!
Sometimes I really wished I have 25 hours a day.

Leaders' Meeting on tuesday was awesome!
I'm so glad I ask Mrs Chia if I could meet her the next day instead. (:
Shh.. not going to blog about the content.
I'm just so inspired..
The 90% invisible and the 10% visible.
It's just so amazing! Pastors and leaders have been doing so much of that 90%.
The 90% is doing things for God and loving Him and his people, the 10% is to glorify Him.
New revelations..
Faith is all about believing. It's not about the things seen and experienced.

Currently stuck at home, quarantined!!!
I may have h1n1!! Doctor say its no big deal unless I have underlying health problems..
Oh man.. if I have I hope I didnt spread to anyone.. :(

Missed d class today..
Missing cg tmr. :(
Hope I can go for service..

Past few days have been really incredible!
Dr A R Bernard on Friday and Sunday.. with Pastor How sandwiched in between.
It was just awesome!
I'm sure everyone have gone up to a whole new level spiritually, especially the church as a whole. You could just sense the lift in the atmosphere.

FRIDAY
Uncle Tat(I don't call him that) came.
My mum's really cool!! Haha.
I told her that I really wanted to attend A R Bernard and asked if she would help me ask Uncle Tat to not come to tutor me. Immediately she said that she'll bring him for service too!
So cool!! That's why I love my mum! She does things her way.

Anthropological Hypostatic Union with God. I was there, were you?

Hung out with D1 ppl for quite a while.. Not really.
Gabriel came!!! Weiling and I talked to him then slowly, the whole ceg sat around me.
Yanhao, Ahma and quite a few others went to watch movie. It's been quite a while since I've last watch movie with them, but, oh well, I know that I did something great for God that day. (:
Practically a few days before, Gabriel called me and asked for the service timings this week. Then he said he felt a tug in his heart to come back! So, he came! God surely did a work in his heart that day.

Missed the second last train.. Haha! It was really funny!!
Mum and some ushers and security were like," Hurry, hurry!!!"
Then the doors closed right in front of me.
I heard a,"Nooo!!!"
I turned to my right and saw Miaow Guan.
Haha. It's really funny ok?
Good thing we didn't missed the last train. That would have really been bad.
Had a great chat with him.

I'm going all out to love the unloved, the unnoticed in New Town.
I was one of them. No one knew I existed.
Hui Shan gave me a lollipop on Valentines' Day last year. That was my only present.
To others, it would have been just a lollipop. It was that lollipop with the note attached that completely changed my life.
Miaow Guan shared with me his story too. That really motivated me to go all out, at the expense of myself.
Usher really changes lives. Not only the congregation, but it changes the lives of the usher as well.
Miaow Guan shared about how usher changed him.
Indeed, usher changed my life too!
If you knew a year ago, I was totally not who I am today. In fact, I was the opposite.
You couldn't have imagined how much I've changed.

Mama fetched me home from tiong again. Third time this week she had to fetch me?
Oh man, I really really love her!!

SATURDAY
Didn't go for AE intro..
Stayed home for Khim's party instead. I practically slept throughout!!
ARGH!! I feel like killing myself for that.
I woke up at twelve only to realised that I was surrounded by a bunch of kids!!!!!
So ridiculous! How can they even come into my room like that?
My room was really in a horrible mess, as usual.
Jonathon was really irritating! Piak him la. He was like taking photos of me??
Wan Yee surely had fun with my macbook! :D
Haha. I love her man. I love my whole wushu team. We're a TEAM, not a group.
TEAM= Together Everyone Achieve More

Wan Yee went missing halfway..
Can't believe I could still sleep!!! How heartless can I be?
Was 40 mins late for service in the end.
Late for service, but together as a family. How cool can that be?
I was wearing slippers, for a reason. (:
I didn't want to miss out on even just another minute of service.
Pastor How's sermon was really the meat of the burger.
No limitations!! The sky is not the limit. Look beyond that. Even though you can't see, but imagine, just imagine..

Gabriel came again! Like what they say, once you come to church, you get hooked by the presence of God.
Really spent quite some time with Gabriel and Weiling these few days.. Got to know them a whole lot better. (:
But I abandoned Lynn though. Haha. Oops! But she still had Abu..
Chatted with Yanhao and Weiling.. went up to slack..
Gabriel left. Went to talk to Colin with Weiling.
Haha. Weiling didn't want to go into the office then I was pulling an dragging her and we both ended up behind the curtain?
Lol. Hilarious! Some kids thought we were playing hide and seek with them.
Smsed Colin to see if he could come out. He came out but couldn't find us. Lol.
He saw us coming out of the curtain!!

SUNDAY
Woke up at 8 and went back to sleep. Expected right?
Haha. Woke up for the second time then went to Dover mrt to meet Tricia and the rest.
Tricia and Fat Ming were early! Wei ge came soon after.. then Jia Ying!
Met Linus at the bus stop then headed to Cherlyen's house.
Lynn, Tricia, Eugene, Jia Ying, Fat Ming and I went swimming. Linus and Wei ge were studying?
Haha. Really nonsense man.
Found out that Eugene can't jump.
Lynn and Tricia were the illegal taxis. Lol.

BARNEY went for lunch together. Cabbed down to church with Linus.
Lol. The cab uncle thought I was weird cos I was putting on my shoes on the way?
Haha. 12 bucks!! But it was all worth it.
Took photos with lots of ppl!
Flavian have a sexy voice! Haha. He says its so that Walter will love him more.

Sat with Beryl, Ruth(less), Mabel, Deborah, Wei Liang, Linus and Alvin.
And I had a new friend! Ahma's specs! Haha.

I did something really weird to many, but not to me.
Can't remember what I was doing. I was walking around then someone grabbed me and said," Excuse me usher, I need 25 seats"
Wah!! *faint*
Lol. I don't even know where the seats are. Ran around like siao.
And and I helped settle the ppl down. Lol.
What to do? Ushering is a part of me.

Service was so impacting!!
Success= 10% visible results+ 90% invisible hardwork and effort.
Pastor How is really the best "wrap-upper". Haha, if you know what I mean.

Chionged after service.
I'm a good girl ok? Didn't want to keep mama waiting.
Saw Julian!! Haha. My camp team mate!! So cool can?
Is like he always misses service cos of boxing and I haven't seen him around since camp.
Saw Julius too! Haha. Had a funny encounter with D8 ppl at t3 don't know how long back. Last year I think? That's how I know him.
Lol. He asked for 5 NF booklets. Do I look lie I'm ushering? Haha. Aiya.
I really love ushering!!!
Can't wait to be back from LA after the Os!!!!!
Weiling wants to pass me a long shopping list to buy stuff for her. Aiyo..
I don't go shopping one leh..

Headed to Gong Gong's house. There was pizza, spaghetti and I don't know what else there.
Is like crazy la. So much leftovers!
Played with Piper and Silver!!! :D
I love them ttm!!
They're just so cute! I can't even bear to scold them even if they did wrong..
I would just stare at them then hug them..
You should see them someday. So cute!!
Fell asleep on the sofa.
Piper and Silver messed up my hair while trying to wake me up but to no avail.
I was really tired. :(
I can just imagine how sad they are that I'm not playing with them..
Haha. I'm the only crazy one that would run everywhere playing with them.
From the front to the backyard, downstairs to the third floor..
Haha. They have so much energy!!
I'm dying soon..
Really tired.. Tmr still got school.. Can I pon?

FLAVIAN KIDNAPPED EEYORE!!

Heading down to church soon! (:
Lots of things happened these few days..
Will blog later when I'm home.
Service with A.R. Bernard is going to be mind blowing!
Can't wait to reach church!!
Even though its like I just went there ytd but still.. I miss church!!
Still quite sleepy. Slept like 2 hours on wed night. Woke up at 3 to go Cuiling's house. Yup. Ppl say I siao. I am! Haha. Really missing her lots.. :( But at least I know she's happier where she is!
Haha. Off to church now!

Another awesome day! FIRST time at Serangoon today. Yes, Yanhao, I'm a shua gu and I'm proud of it?
So funny la.. I woke up early to go to AMK hub to surprise Weiling after her tuition.
Flavian knew about it. What he didn't know was that Walter was suppose to go too. And he was to tell Weiling that he wanted to surprise Flavian. In the end, Walter didn't wake up!!
Lol. Expected la. At 4am still can sms me.. I jumped out of my bed! Look at the pig:



Spent about an hour roaming the place.. It was freezing!!
Yesyes!!! I was sms-ing her while standing outside the tuition place.
The next thing I knew? She was staring at me with that "half stunned, half blur" look. Then she exploded into laughter. Haha. Her expression was priceless! Super funny can..
I'm so glad ytd I even ask her questions like how to get to her house and blah blah even though I already planned to meet her. Lol.

Got dragged into the classroom. Their tuition teacher, Ms Goh, was hilarious!!
3 ppl squeezed onto 2 chairs. Weiling was laughing so hard on my left that she almost fell off. Flavian whole face turned red!! Lol. When we were leaving, Ms Goh asked me questions like why I came and all. Weiling told her she will never have a chance to see me again and I said its because Weiling wouldn't let me since I stay so far. Lol! The real reason was because Weiling wanted to quit tuition. Bused with Flavian. We were so nice ok. We could have taken another bus which came earlier. Went to Weiling's house after that.

Had a really great time there doing nonsense stuff.
Met Walter abt 2? We were supposed to meet him at 1.30. Lol. Long meh? Not long what? Only 30 mins. Lol. Walter wanted to piak me already.
Went for the 1.50 chicken rice. Lol. So nonsense la.
Bought bubble tea and stuff on the way back. It was drizzling.
Walter is so mean!! Use his bag to shelter himself. The bag so poor thing.. :(
Studied quite a bit today. I covered 2 chapters on e math. So cool.

Yanhao, Ben Wing, Abu, Justin, Cherie, Jerlyn, Fiona and all came..
That's when things started to get really crazy. Lol.
Flavian motivated me to study today, from the way he paid attention in tuition. That's a good thing! (:

Left at about 6.30 for piano. I'm a good girl! (:
Took 100. Got this chee-ko-pak sit beside me!!!
OMG!!!!! Is like I was just listening to music, thinking about stuff then he suddenly put his hand around my shoulder and sit nearer to me!!
He lucky I was really tired then, if not I surely would have whack him! One thing about me is I never scream. Except the bungy jump that time la. 36metres!!! How can not be scared??
I just shove him off and got off the bus. And the next thing I knew, I was in geylang!!
Something that stunned me, no one even cared. Is like the bus was so crowded with so many ppl.
What on earth is wrong with me?? Of all places to alight why alight there?
Blah blah blah...

Thanks Flavian, Ahma, Cherie for calling me to check if I was alright.
Was a little later than my teacher. Oh well..
Was falling asleep in piano lesson.
The teacher asked me what note was it, it was a high D and I told her it was 11.
Lol. What nonsense is that?

Haha. Going to pass Flavian the photos to upload.
Apparently my macbook doesn't like me..
Justin's going to pass me the disc to download bootcamp for my mac!! Means I can choose to use vista or leopard. So nice of him!!

Tmr's going to be an exciting day at school!

And and Walter's my CLEANER in RC!!
We all have fun looking at him wash toilet bowl today! Haha!

Got sent home from school just now.
My eye hurts for no apparent reason!! Seriously its like one eye can see other eye cannot see. So horrible!!
Gong gong came to fetch me home. Lol. He's so funny!! He still treats me like a little girl.
He made sure that I bathed when I reached home then he tucked me into bed and gave me my bolster and doggy to hug. Haha.
Thanks Lynn for accompanying me. You're such a kind guinea pig! Haha.
But I know la. Someone just don't want measure weight!
Wore slippers to school on purpose. For fun only. Haha.
Watching Ice age at AMK hub with walter, flavian and abu at 1.30. Anyone want come?

Woohoo!! Oh man! I'm really really happy today! Haha! I shall keep you in suspense first. :)
Went to church early. Helped around with usher for a bit then went down to meet Audrey.
On the way down I met Pastor Joakim and family!! :D
Pastor Joakim remembers me!!!!

Me: Hi Pastor Joakim!
Pastor Joakim: Hello! You're Kaye, am I right?
(I was shocked!)
He chatted with me for a little bit and he asked about my family. I told him that almost my whole family is saved except Lynn.
Then he told me," Something great is going to happen to her today, I can feel it."

Oh man. It's so cool! Something great really did happened!
Lynn got saved! She raised her hand during altar call today!
Isn't it amazing? And to think I was like giving up on her.
Usually I'll peek during altar call to see if she would raise up her hand.
But today, it's different. I closed my eyes and told God to leave a mark in Lynn.
Then I peeked and Lynn rose up her hand!! She was in tears! Tears of joy!!
The presence of God was so strong!! I felt her joy too. Eh I cried you know? And I'm Kaye leh.
I'm gonna remember this day, 27/06/09 for a really long time.

Pastor Joakim's really amazing!
The last time he came, Zach was saved.
This time, it's Lynn turn.
And now my whole family is saved, my mum, Lynn, Khim and Zach.
If my family can be saved, so can yours be.
Take the initiative to do something.
It is the littlest of things that really make a difference.
Hui Shan gave me a lollipop and with that, I came to church and got saved.
To many, it may just be a lollipop but to me it meant soooo much more!
Someone loved me, someone gave me something, someone even knew I existed!
Yes, practically I was non-existent in the eyes of the whole school then.

God showed me a really powerful vision for New Town! I'm going to share it with Hui Shan soon!!

Went down to macs to spend some family time together then headed up for the 2nd session.
Lynn was really impacted by the word of God today.

Lynn had dinner with d1 outside KFC. Then she left with the rest of the family.
I wan't really emoing la Yanhao. I was deep in thoughts, thinking about stuff.
Went up to church. Ushers didn't keep ET stuff again.
ET=External Traffic (not ET go home! lol)
Got Nelia to pei me keep.
Who knew? When keeping q-posts, she suddenly zi high swing the q-post then she went,"WHEE!!" and the q-post smashed my little finger. It's really really swollen now. Haha. It's quite scary..

Took 30 home with Charlene, Beryl and Mabel.
I love Beryl's voice! :)

Tmr's going to be my last usher duty for a really long time.
It's the last but I'm going to maximise it!
I'm going to make it the best and most exciting duty I've ever done!
I'm looking forward to ushering but not to the end of duty.
What can I say?
Ushering is fun! It is a learning process. Above all else, it is about LOVING and SERVING God!

Yanhao's really nonsense!
That day I say I had only one hand cos I was holding things in the other.
And and it was really dark!!! I have a fear of the darkness!!
I can't stand being in complete darkness!!!!!

And I wanted to mug through the night but he told me about the Sabbath and the seventh day is the day of rest that we all should engage in God's presence. Wow!

Yanhao's really cool! He has been praying TWO years for Jerome to come to church and now he's coming back week after week! Isn't that amazing? God does wonders. (:
I've been praying for Lynn only on and off. I succumbed to the devil many times but guess what?
God always wins! He is a God of victories.

Mama worked from home today.
Helped fetch Khim and Zach from tuition. Then chionged down for worship session, only to hear Jamie closing the session. Haha.
Trained down to airport with Walter and Cherie. Really nonsense la!
Walter and I wore each other's slippers. He looked so ridiculous!! And I couldn't walk properly!!!! So big!!
Everyone was staring at us?
Met Evelyn on the way..
Went to kopitiam at t3. Took lots of photos (:

Pastor How, Pastor Lia, Rinnah, Pastor Joakim and family reached.
It's super funny can?
We all went,"Shhhhh...."
Then it was suddenly really quiet. Haha.
Bought Popeye with Walter and Darren. And I ate in front of the wushu team!! Haha.
I went down to watch them all.
Really miss the team alot. :(

Oh man.. It's really been a long time since I've last blogged.
Lots of things happened these few days. I've been really busy (not with studies).

D.E.O Camp was really exciting! Team 11 was reaally nonsense!! Especially with Pei Fen around.
We are the "Hello 1 and 1" (H1N1) team. Yesyes! We go around spreading H1N1! Haha.
Shall not go into details. Want to know what happened? You should have been there yourself man.
Above all the fun and excitement we had, it is all about God.
Service with Dominic and Troy Marshall was really impacting. Lives were transformed, God really spoke, people had revelations.

Saturday service was just as powerful, if not, more powerful.
I really heard from God, I saw visions.
I was there, were you?

Sunday was spent slacking at home. Waste of time, I know, but what could I do? My mum didn't let me out. I helped out with the housework. :)

MONDAY
Went to Wild Wild Wet with my family and James.
We really had a splashing good time, as Zach would say it, even the camera!
The camera went down the Ular-lah before any of us did! The ppl there were like stunned because I tripped (again) and threw it down.

Tuesday and Wednesday was spent at home AGAIN! You know why? I simply had no money to go out. I lost my ez link card (6th time already)!! And my atm card is with Audrey. I don't have much inside anyway.

THURSDAY
Nana came to my house!!
Her purpose of coming: to pack up my room.
She told me she had to do her project then her wireless at home is giving her trouble or something like that. Haha. I fell asleep while talking to her on the phone the other day ( or is it night?).
Gah, I really should start sleeping earlier!
Nana helped me tidy up my room by ALOT!!!! And it is really alot neater!
For 2 nights I slept on the floor because even my bed was too messy. Thanks Nana! :D
Headed down to church for d class after that.
What I remembered the most, the moments of awkward silence. Seriously the whole class was super quiet. We just looked at one another. Weird right?
Went to Dhoby Exchange for the usher dinner thing. Wanton pangseh me!! She was suppose to wait for me at church but he didn't! Oh well..
Mum didn't go.. :( She said she had something on..
Dinner was really nonsense! Some ppl kept making others refill their drinks/ice cream for them (cheapskate right?)
Then there was once Gang Yuan and Noni asked me help them refill.
Being the KIND person I always am, I helped them.
Gang Yuan asked for fruit punch so I got him fruit punch.
Noni said,"everything also can la except fruit punch". So I got him everything else.
HAha. I can't believe I did that! Noni still can drink it normally. Lol.
I added sugar somemore. Haha.
Played the tapping game after that. SEriously nonsense! Make ppl blur one!!
After awhile, everyone got bored then we started the whacking game. Lol. The security ppl whack until their hands were all red.
Noni talked to me for awhile.
Still the same sentence from him," Do something about it (studies)."
I haven't even touched my hols homework!! :(
Homed at about 11. Haven't slept since then.
Had a really weird convo with Sidney. He's nuts! Must be his forfeit la, don't know what was in that drink.
He still want take revenge for my waking him up (from his beauty sleep) during the last day of D.E.O camp. Lol. He and the other guy messed up all the pillows. And he got his revenge le lor!! He threw all the big big pillows on me!! Piak him la! Lol.
Mark is really against him. i don't know why too.

I'll stand by my pastors, no matter what they do. I'm not going to let anyone hurt them or say things about them.
Hey, my pastors gave up their future for 1000 youths. Can you?

Spent 2h 30 mins in God's presence just now. The greatest worship is when you don't feel like it.
You must understand, I was really very sian and confused just now, but it all turned around.

Matthew 21:6
For where you treasure is, there your heart will be also

Where your heart goes, you just got to follow it.

Noni let me usher for one last duty this sunday!!
I'm looking forward to it but not looking forward to it at the same time.
Looking forward to it because I simply love ushering. People just don't understand how I feel.
Not looking forward to it because its going to be my last duty for 6 months (if I can't usher for FOP). :(
After 'O' levels, I'm going to LA for 3 weeks from 22 Nov to 13 Dec.
I'm going to really miss ushering alot.
I want to usher for FOP.

And Yanhao, I got TWO hands and not ONE!!

I'm a precious child of God. Ask me why. :D
10.12.1993
New Town Secondary School
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heart of God church :D
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LOVES!
God (:
Heart of God Church.
Pastor How & Pastor Lia (:
D1 CEG!
My family (:
The colour blue.

JANUARY
1st: New Year's Day
2nd: Launch of MAD ABOUT YOU'09
5th: Thank God It's Monday Day
19th: Martin Luther King Jr's Birthday
21st: National Hugging Day
22nd: Celebration Of Life Day
26th: Chinese New Year
27th: Chinese New Year

FEBRUARY
1st: National Freedom Day
11th: Make A friend Day
13th:Service With Pastor Joakim Lundqvist
14th: Valentines' Day
14th:Service With Pastor Joakim Lundqvist
15th:Service With Pastor Joakim Lundqvist
17th: Random Acts Of Kindness Day
19th: National Chocolate Mint Day

MARCH
3rd: I Want You To Be Happy Day
6th: World Day of Prayer Day
7th: Services with Pastor Josh Kelsey
8th: Services with Pastor Josh Kelsey
21th: Services with Pastor Sy Rogers
22th: Services with Pastor Sy Rogers
23th: Build-up to Easter!

APRIL
9th: Winston Churchill Day
10th: Good Friday
10th: Easter Big Day cum Water Baptism!
11th: Easter Big Day!
15th: Titanic Remembrance Day
22nd: National Jellybean Day

MAY
1st: Build-up to Red Rain Concerts
2nd: Brothers & Sisters Day
7th: National Day of Prayer
8th: World Red Cross Day
9th: Mother's Day Big Day
10th: Mother's Day Big Day
11th: Vesak Day Holiday
15th: National Chocolate Chip Day
20th: True Beauty Inside Out Day
22nd: Red Rain Prayer Meeting
23th: Red Rain Concert
24th: Red Rain Concert
25th: Cookie Monster's Birthday

JUNE
4th:Hug Your Cat Day
5th: National Doughnut Day
7th: National Chocolate Ice-cream Day
8th: Best Friends Day
15th: Smile Power Day
27th: Services With Pastor Joakim Lundqvist
28th: Services With Pastor Joakim Lundqvist

JULY
1st: International Joke Day
5th: Youth Day
7th: Chocolate Day
24th: Cousins Day

AUGUST
1st: Respect Your Parents Day
9th:National Day
12th: International Youth Day
13th: International Left-Handers Day
23rd: Day For The Rememberance of The Slave Trade & It's Abortion
24th: National Waffles Day
26th: National Dog Day

SEPTEMBER
1st: Teachers' Day
6th: Fight Procastination Day
12th: HoGC BIG DAY!
13th: Positive Thinking Day
21st: International Peace Day
25th: Love Note Day

OCTOBER
2nd: World Smile Day
5th: World Teachers' Day
16th: Dictionary Day
22nd: CAPLOCKS DAYS
23rd: iPod Day
31st: Halloween

NOVEMBER
1st: All Saints' Day
3rd: Sandwich Day
7th: International Tongue Twister Day
13th: World Kindness Day
18th: Mickey Mouse Day
21st: World Hello Day

DECEMBER
7th: National Cotton Candy Day
16th: National Chocolate-covered Anything Day
25th: Christmas Day
26th: National Thank-You Note Day
28th: National Chocolate Day
29th: National Chocolate Day
31th: New Year's Eve

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